sometimes i ask myself, what am i doing and why am i still here for? am i made to be on earth to be played around by some greater being? am i a chess piece waiting to be pawned? to be frank, i find my life revolving around the very same cycle. i hate it. fucking hate it. why don't i have a proper family? why don't i have proper friends? i wish i had a family with siblings, with a father, all loving. i feel really lost, left out. alone in a deep dark well. i cannot climb out because theres fucking no one to help me out. the more i claw my way out, the more my nails bleed, the more i hurt, the more i lose hope in everything. i just want out. i want to die. i don't want to live anymore. what is the point of living when everything around you is failing. would it be nice if you see your own life turning to dust? how would you feel about it?

i hate the rich people who think they are always right. so what, you're rich and u can demand everything and anything you want? and what, you look down on the poor just because you have all the damn fucking money in the world and start flaunting your wealth. i hate u, i despise you.

just leave me alone

joseph ong
28/07/87 ; 19
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